BACK TO CATHOLIC CHURCH

The church was not what I expected.
And that was because Iam mentally ill.
And may not have been that it may have been that they have a spiritual sickness.
Whatever it did not make sense.
If Christ has died on the cross for our sins it doesn't make sense to accuse people of sin from the pulpit.
And it clear that the accuser of the brethren wants to accuse them in church.
And mybe he doesn't have that right.
And maybe he really does not have any rights in church.
And the truth is he has no rights.
He cannot accuse of some sin that has long since passed.
As if it were yesterday.
And that does not give people the opportunity to repent.
And I ahve repented of my sins.
Maybe some of them but not all of them and that is the way it is for most people.
It does not mean they are unforgiven.
But to refuse to bread to someone is one thing but to give it to them and then tell them they are unworthy is such a serious sin.
That only an evil man could commit it.
And if a good man refused the bread he would not give it.
But the thing is no one has the rigth to refuse the bread.
And a priest can refuse communion to someone they hate.
And that should never be the case.
And the whole idea of punishing sin in the church has been been a bad one from the very begining.
And of course it has not been bad until recently.
When people take it upon themselves to be the judge of someone else.
And there is no love involved in rejecting other people.
And of course people enjoy rejecting others.
And that has always been the way of the cross.
People enjoyed rejecting Christ and they come with a million and one excuses to rejectv Christ.
But I have to rememmber my own ten reasons to accept Christ.
And I have not written them down.
Because they would be my reasons and no one would be able to argue.
And of course they can but not if I don't let them.
Not if I say the important thing is to be true to myself to what I believe myself.
Then whataever anybody sais I will argue my case.
And of course I never do I never argue my case that is because the devil has his own way of stopping me from arguing.
But that won't be true forever.
One day I will be free to say whatever I want to say.
And then I will say everything.
About the forgiveness of sins and life everylasting.
Because that is what iam doing right now Iam making my case against the evil that has come to roost in the church.
And Iam not the only one who no longer goes to church because of the evil.
But there will be a day of reckoning.
When the church is set free of the evil.
And the evil will be judged for what it is just a devil.
Not even a nice angel but a rotten devil.
And devils can sound like angels they can trnasformed into children of the light.
But you shall know them by their fruit.
Their fruit is unkindness and they never understood that is Christ is kind to everyone.
Because they thought he was just like them.
Only He was better he was much a much better person than they were.
And of course if he knew it and was the kind of person who said Iam really good.
He would not be Jesus.
Because really good people just don't exist.
And really bad people are those that love themslves with all their heart.
And hate everybody else.